Living my past self..

Today was a great day, started off well with reaching college just 1 hour late (as usual) and still not attending the class as it might be lame as I would not understand a thing. Soon was the realisation of my exams pouncing on, the next week, which made me aware of the thought that I had to gather notes and as I plan it every time (yet no results) this time, this particular time get better results. Further it was followed by returning some stuff of my collegeates in his hostel and then getting a call from my beeraa..(as I call him, a very close friend, my ideal self and my motivation) met him at him Barista-11 and had some quality time for about an hour their.
After this I made a move to my home where I reached and strolled for some time, watched 2-3 episodes of How I Met Your Mother, checked Facebook for a while and finally slept in the afternoon (my god!!! urrrgghhh...... from childhood times my parents had a problem because I dint use to sleep in the afternoon, but they use to be curb me and ensured that I slept ) :)
Then I woke up recalled my old passion of cooking and developed onto it! UUuuuummmm........ the hakka noodles was awesome..... and made a move to my dear AIESEC office. here we gave a surprise to Aseem (one of my team members) and came back late at 12 at home. after I reached had a long conversation with a buddy of some currently revolving animal and rest is history.

So now as what the title endeavours to justify .....is just so real and an exercise which I thing every human being should do follow.
In the race of being the person this world conspires from you, it becomes crazy sometimes
and even you tend to loose your soul onto that. In becoming better, we loose onto the good things which fulfill all voids of our life and focus on the size of the voids
But this today which I lived was Fantabolous.... which helped me regain my strength which i was losing onto with time through various loopholes in my present to reach ITHACA as my mentor says....
In the end it was A Fine Day which recalled my life before college when tutions used to get over soon at about 2pm and I used to reach home and had time for more than anything but MYSELF!
Just as I would like to end this, one small thing............
"ENDEVOURS TO ENLIGHTEN ON YOUR PAST, BRIGHTEN'S YOUR FUTURE"

Yet Again

Today again I did what was expected of a common mind, but the uncommon part was I woke up from my sub-conscous mind and realised the latter part of my brain. Sometimes it is us only doing certain things which we realise later that it is controlled by some non-mandatory functionalites of our brain which eventually are a harm to our personality or termed as multi-personality disorder. But the best part was I realised that it was not me but my unconscious mind under some influence making it happen and worsen for me.
It is like going to a battle unprepared knowng that you will die and promsing your friend to meet after the war, knowing the fact that you are vulnerable is good but knowing this and still not takng a shield is stupidity. But this time it was different from commiting a mistake to accepting your fault to rise up from that intermediate stage to refined stage where whatever comes is the output or you can say Simply the Best!
To just add some zeal to the whole day "Kartik Calling Kartik" added more clarity by provdng with such techncal terms to the day which helped me fnd another ME in ME.!

So I begin.....

The beginning of a new decade has brought in a new era for my inner self. I always use to wonder how different I was, was I worth anything or was something worth me. These culminated thought's eat our soul and we are unable to understand the bigger picture of it.

Every thing is relative, whether it's your growth, your maturity or your learning. But one thing that we forget is with what should we relate to. The answer to it lies within yourself we are simply ignorant to our best part and thats it, no rocket science. We tend to look up to people and seek their help, it is a good exercise indeed but we often land up being crippled of our thoughts as we are always dependent. Fortunately, I have decided to unleash the enigma of my mind by safely keeping aside my crutches in a closet for future and moving ahead for a wonderful today. I thank all the lives which ever touched me ever.

Relation begins and ends when you want them to end or begin. At the end of your life you will never regret having passed one more test, winning or losing one more verdict or not closing one more deal, but you will surely regret time not spent with a dear one, a friend, a parent a sister. Time plays it all, he only does it to annoy because he knows it teases. I was sentenced to this teaser but thats history, I overcame it,this is my saga
Just an ending note.......
When I was 3 and dumb I fell, I stood up again without knowing what it mite be to rise up, but now I am 18 and intelligent, then why am I afraid to stand up again. This thought gives me all the more courage to do what has never been witnessed all through. Every skyscraper begins from a heap of earth so does a journey to the thousandth star from where one stands.....