Yet Again

Today again I did what was expected of a common mind, but the uncommon part was I woke up from my sub-conscous mind and realised the latter part of my brain. Sometimes it is us only doing certain things which we realise later that it is controlled by some non-mandatory functionalites of our brain which eventually are a harm to our personality or termed as multi-personality disorder. But the best part was I realised that it was not me but my unconscious mind under some influence making it happen and worsen for me.
It is like going to a battle unprepared knowng that you will die and promsing your friend to meet after the war, knowing the fact that you are vulnerable is good but knowing this and still not takng a shield is stupidity. But this time it was different from commiting a mistake to accepting your fault to rise up from that intermediate stage to refined stage where whatever comes is the output or you can say Simply the Best!
To just add some zeal to the whole day "Kartik Calling Kartik" added more clarity by provdng with such techncal terms to the day which helped me fnd another ME in ME.!

So I begin.....

The beginning of a new decade has brought in a new era for my inner self. I always use to wonder how different I was, was I worth anything or was something worth me. These culminated thought's eat our soul and we are unable to understand the bigger picture of it.

Every thing is relative, whether it's your growth, your maturity or your learning. But one thing that we forget is with what should we relate to. The answer to it lies within yourself we are simply ignorant to our best part and thats it, no rocket science. We tend to look up to people and seek their help, it is a good exercise indeed but we often land up being crippled of our thoughts as we are always dependent. Fortunately, I have decided to unleash the enigma of my mind by safely keeping aside my crutches in a closet for future and moving ahead for a wonderful today. I thank all the lives which ever touched me ever.

Relation begins and ends when you want them to end or begin. At the end of your life you will never regret having passed one more test, winning or losing one more verdict or not closing one more deal, but you will surely regret time not spent with a dear one, a friend, a parent a sister. Time plays it all, he only does it to annoy because he knows it teases. I was sentenced to this teaser but thats history, I overcame it,this is my saga
Just an ending note.......
When I was 3 and dumb I fell, I stood up again without knowing what it mite be to rise up, but now I am 18 and intelligent, then why am I afraid to stand up again. This thought gives me all the more courage to do what has never been witnessed all through. Every skyscraper begins from a heap of earth so does a journey to the thousandth star from where one stands.....